13- Refusing Consciousness
It
Short tempers harsh words that are humble, watching the world, watching the world around me crumble
I won
Like a brother, like a sister, something like a family I was so lonely, but you saved me
Insecurities race through my heart, new sensation realizing my part
Your mien has changed like the seasons, we
Patience brings heart aches, anger flies, still we try
I won
To drown in to cope with, inebriate to find when waking that nothing has been changed
Take one more drink you can
Take one more drink you can
So hard to talk about it, how did I know that you would lie about it
Stand there and watch you ashamed without it, losing sleep at night I would still dream about it
I won
To drown in
