So here's the truth
You were right all along
They were never my friends
I was living a lie
But I won't fall for it next time
You figured me out
I'm like a leaf in the wind
I try and find who I am but wind up lost in the end
Sometimes it's hard to know what's real when you're not

'Cause you know I change myself to impress
Whoever happens to be next to me
But I'm sick of trying so hard
Waste all your time with me
I know I'm a mess right now
Don't give up, believe... I'd wait it out for you

Every day I'm just making my rounds
Just digging a home six feet underground
Sometimes it's hard to know what's real when you're not

'Cause you know I change myself to impress
Whoever happens to be next to me
But I'm sick of trying so hard
Waste all your time with me
I know I'm a mess right now
Don't give up, believe... I'd wait it out for you

Nothings here for me but you