you've disappeared
but the thoughts remain
so thick that i can grab them
why can't i forget all those times
why do i remain writing these lines
why should i complain about defeat
your face remains it's all i see
etched in stone... your face remains..
but soon i will break...away
why can't you see through different eyes
why can't you love me with a different heart
i face your fears one more time tonight...
i've grown to see that it is your loss and not mine...
i'll break away from all the pain in me.
this inner loss will break away you'll see.
i've slowly learned to deal with this fear
of living on without you
why can't i forget all those times
why do i remain writing these lines
why should i complain about defeat
get off me i'm done
