I'm addicted period, you know I mean like and its weird because so many of the population, so much of the population is addicted or - or you know compulsive and impulsive.
I'm really, like, compulsive about shit when I cant fix my head with, you know, with a certain drug or whatever I'll clean something up, you know or I'll I get really like, fucking fidgety and uncomfortable and I get, I fly off the handle easy, you know. Its like if its not, if I'm not gorging myself on, on, on one thing I'm fucking... I'm trying to fill that, that hole some other way, you know what I mean.
Its always this great feeling of need and it doesn't ne-necessarily have to be of anything in particular, its just something that you don't know what it is which drives you that much more insane sometimes. You know and that's what a lot of people today, um, suffer from and a lot of people don't even realise it. you know.
I don't profess to know everything about it but you know. I don't know. I just uh. I know that there's that hole that needs to be filled and uh, a lot of people die trying.
