Waking up wishing last night was just a dream, then back to bed to get away from everything. Problems much too big to shove under the rug. I hope she understands, regains all my trust. What more can I do? Is there something I should say to put this all behind? Make it go away. Take me away from all this. Can't go on living like this. I need a place where I can hideout, take some time to think things through. No one understands. Now I'm on my own to figure all this out, spend some time alone. Sometimes it's too much to handle by yourself. I feel like giving up, need someone to help. I need a place where I can hideout, take some time to think things through, get out, maybe I'll find something new, find out something else for me to do.
